Packed my luggage and I think I'm bringing too much stuff for a 8days trip. 6 days to be exact if you minus the traveling time.
It won't hurt to bring more right?

Hopefully there'll be wireless at England so that I can actually read k-pop updates.

I pulled my neck muscle just now and I can't even turn to the left. Good thing mum gave me some muscle-relief pills or something and it's better now.

The meds are making me drowsy.A hour nap would help! :D

Ate Crystal Jade with TSL few days back. Xiao Long Bao FTW!

If possible,I'll update my twitter during the trip(If there's is connection of course).

This is a DBSK post because I have nothing else to say.


Tohoshinki( Stand By You and Survivor) at A-Nation 2009.
This is one of my favorite performance so far. This was filmed after the announcement of the lawsuit with SM.
(Don't mind the outfits. J-pop have the weirdest stage outfit ever. You haven't even seen the worst yet.)

You guessed it. Taken from Sungei Buloh.(again)

Done with project work but I'll still constrain with tomorrow.
Heard they'll be segregating those who make it to year 2 and those who could not.Imagine if I'm being allocated to the venue different from the majority. Ugh, it's so excruciating. :(

This is totally OT but I bought my winter down parka and it's too long for me. You know like how people would wear them and it'll be at their mid-thigh area,sadly for me,it reaches just before my kneecap and it makes me look like an Eskimo. Hahahaha! Worst still,it's in white.

I'll probably watch the new episode of You're Beautiful in the wee morning hours even if it's in Chinese subs.

Watching JJ say those words on Heaven's Postman premiere gave me an assurance.
OT5.

Not my favorite pairing in DBSK but still, I love it! :)))

I love the dreamy clouds.(@ Sungei Buloh 081109)

5 minutes to 3pm for which oral presentation for the last batch ends and I guess I can hear joy from my school,all screaming for freedom.

Lucky me,I was in the first group on the first day so I got to chillax after that.
After the PW filing tomorrow and we'll be all free from it. Speaking of which,the day after tomorrow would be the day we all get our result slips and I do not like the idea of it.

Went Ice-skating yesterday at Kallang. Me and Lynn almost got lost despite the useless map I printed out. At least we got our way there by walking blindly and I was so happy that I almost choked.

I've been eating too much Gyoza and I'll probably get sick of it soon.


My attempt to bake nutella muffins worked. I'll admit that it didn't actually work out at first because it was supposed to be nutella swirl but I can't see any swirls after baking it so I cheated and applied nutella as icing.Hahahaha!

(@SungeiBuloh/081109)

Walking in nature is one kind of therapy,giving us far more than we seek.I like the birds,occasion of monitor lizard crawling out of the water,and the sun shinning through the leaves,casting shadows on our faces.
The serenity is something we always ask for but can never get in all the hustle and bustle.









That's all for now.

(lovelyexile@tumblr)

We were right indeed when we predicted our group would get the external moderators for Oral Presentation.
I think it went well and it's over so let's not think about it anymore.

Watched Jennifer's Body with Lynn after that and went WTH big time.Story wise I think it was okay jolly because I didn't fall asleep.It's a movie that will make you go "Huh" maybe because you expected a lot from the trailer. Hahahaha!I'm no movie critic so just watch it(for Megan Fox). Oh,some kid in the theater was extremely uncivilized by chatting so god-damn loudly and I told Lynn that they should have just spent the money on Starbucks.

I finally got my White Parka.But I really do not like the smell of the fur...


You bet I laughed when I read this.

Gonna go buy Ben&Jerry ice-cream and some Gyoza for this compose weekend.

There is no witness so dreadful, no accuser so terrible as the conscience that dwells in the heart of every man..
-Polybius

Chinese A's tomorrow and I'm not doing anything else other than just lazing around the house.

The week was just bombastic and somewhat interesting.
Again,I'm really guilty for not helping out my PW members in editing WR because I have something else to attend to.Sorry guys but you guys did a great job! >:)

Filmed SDMA project yesterday with all the kind assistance from the cast.

Sigh,this coming week will just get wreck with all the project work shit we have to go through.But misery will be over once we are officially done with OP.
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I laughed for a good 30minutes yesterday while watching Arashi No Shukudai Kun,Arashi is always Arashi.

Back to Kpop,I think Taegoon is really amazing.I totally ignored him all these time despite knowing he's close friends with JaeJoong(Dbsk).Watched his MV(s) yesterday and realized how amazing he is.
I'm glad he asked Double J to film his mv for Call Me if not I would never even watch it.Hahahaha!

Betrayed By Taegoon.
At first I find this melody similar to 2pm's I Hate You but later I found out the reason why.
They actually share the same composer so that's inevitable.
Check out Taegoon's Call Me as well which featured Jaejoong and Park Shin Hye(female lead from You're beautiful!). It reminds me of DBSK's Wrong Number MV but still,I love it nonetheless.

(moominsean@flickr)I'm such a fan of his pictures.

I need a break,a break from everything.

Just wait for Project Work and Chinese to be over, then I'll cut myself away from school just for that little while.

You sound like a saint.No,you are trying to sound like one.Like I've said(for gazillion times),you can find whatever reasons you want to make yourself feel better and at ease.But whatever occurred already reflected your ugly nature.Too bad and too late I say.
************
14 kids,32 grandchildren,4 great-grandchildren,17 in-laws.
One big family my grandma got there.
婆婆,再见.

(Manual focus is kind of interesting.I shall try it more often.)
Utilized the resources I have at home,I made three cards yesterday for no one in mind.
Maybe I should just do a few more today and maybe find myself another reason to stock up on the materials.
I like spending time in those shops where they sell scrapbook materials,thinking what should I do with those papers.At least I do get something in my mind.
Not like when I think what I should do with my life which I have no clue.Though I do know what I do not want.
Made those cards and showed them to my Mum like I'm a six year old kid.

Alarm clock rang at 6am,I just couldn't face the world yet(and my tummy is still stirring in circles)so I stayed in bed.
Why not.

I wonder where my planner/dairy went.I threw it aside thinking it was no point to write anything about what I'm going through.
Maybe I should map an outline for the holidays.It would make me feel like I'm part of something and that I actually have a life to live.
I used to jot down every little happenings in it,everything,because it meant something to me.
For the past few months I left it empty. Too bothered that I didn't have the courage to jot it down anymore.In fact,I just do not want to remember.

"For stomach spasm",what was written on my medicine.
Hahahaha.
The medicine didn't actually work(yet).

I'm not having some emotional turmoil or anything near it so don't worry.*smiles*

There is no flow(whatever you call it) in my post all the time so it's okay for me to tell you now that the drama <You're Beautiful> is amazingly good. I can't wait for the next episode. This isn't really the typical k-drama but rather I find it somewhat similar to the j-drama genre, you know the manga-like plot. Girl disguise as guy,male lead found out and slowly falls in love with the girl(or boy)........ Of course there's still more than these in the story which makes it all interesting.

One point of time I actually felt sorry for you and I couldn't believe myself either.

(moominsean@flickr)
Where?There's too many route.

• Tummy ached yesterday night and woke up this morning with diarrhea.
• I should go out now and visit the doctor but I'm damn lazy to do anything else other than just sit right in front of the fan and stone.(or until I feel the need to visit the toilet again).
• Watched some shows of DBSK,total bad ass.
• I shall just drag myself out of the house.
• Don't ask me why I actually regretted skipping school today.
• I felt the pinch of the results only just now when I'm all alone doing nothing.That's one slow reaction don't you think.
• Made realization recently that I'm actually allergy to metal,especially on the neck. No more necklace for me >:(

I love this booties.

p/s: I need to clear my mind and reconstruct my aims.Why am I so afraid to show my emotions?
        I should just take whatever I have now in stride.
        Two days of MC and I'm thinking whether I should attend school tomorrow cos' the timetable is just bleah~

(c:mooninsean@flickr)

Checked all the examination scripts today. Shall not comment on the results but it was expected. I feel so emotionless about the whole situation because somehow,I should be a tad worried but I'm not and that's the problem. There's no point in grumbling now. Blame complacency.

I'm happy that my girls did well!All thanks to all those studying sessions we had during the last few weekends,and we even ate Roti Prata till we got sick of it!All of us passed our most hated subject,economics so that's a blessing.Hahahah!
You girls did well! :)))

Everything was going against me in the morning.Even the vending machine had to con me and refused to give me my Skittles.Boo you.

I see you.I see you not.

I shall not start another paragraph because it would be full of angst and hatred.I shall refrain.
You and righteous don't go along. Actually,it's polar opposite.
Find any reasons to accommodate your conscience cos it's within my expectations for you to do so.

Got to complete I&R by tonight >:(
Not nice!

(C:harshrule@tumblr)

• Watched Julie and Julia yesterday at the Cathay house.
• Had steamboat for dinner.
• Took the flu jab today and it wasn't that horrible as I thought.In fact,it wasn't even painful.
• Went to Dinesh's place today for Deepavali. Saw some of the ex-boonlayians. Good old times.
• Caught up with my two bestfriends(tsl and lsy) on earth.
• I need to sleep soon(Good thing the Caffeine isn't working) cos' I have to meet MY tomorrow for PW.
• I'm kind of nervous for Tuesday.
• Found new cupcakes recipe and I can't wait to try them out. Holiday it shall be.

WYW.

This year's overall oricon chart is out!

TOP SINGLES (sales) FOR 2009:

*1 *,655,498   Believe/曇りのち、快晴 / 嵐、矢野健太 starring Satoshi Ohno
*2 *,620,237  明日の記憶/Crazy Moon～キミ・ハ・ムテキ～ / 嵐
*3 *,482,482   愛のままで… / 秋元順子
*4 *,418,623  Everything / 嵐
.......
15 *,223,103  Stand by U / 東方神起

NOO!I was hoping for Arashi to claim all top 3 spots and for THSK to be within Top 10. >:( 

Top Album sales in 2009:
*1 1,307,760  All the BEST！ 1999-2009 / 嵐
Just look at the figures.

Once in awhile,I need a fandom post

I can't explain why nature appeals to me so much.
(photo credit Mainemomma2007@flickr)

I haven't been giving proper update lately,I'm just full of hate now.

Joined bowling inter-house games on Monday and played pretty badly,but still got awarded 3rd in the game all thanks to my other teammates! It was really nice to have people to cheer you on even if you failed,they will just be there smiling and telling you it's okay. Mind you,they aren't even people I know for more than 1 hour that day(Other than Lynn). I like the kellar team!

Farewell assembly for the J2s today and soon,it'll be ours.How time flies.

We'll be getting all the scripts next Tuesday. I did my best so there's nothing to talk about now. Actually,I don't mind retaining. We'll see how it goes.

If everything goes as planned,I'll be celebrating Deepavali with my secondary school canteen clique,the people I hang out during recess in my secondary school days :)

Are you guilty now? Words can't hide,neither do actions.

*
Success has its price
And can you hear me now
That I'm dumbing myself down?
Am I filling you with doubt
That I am who you thought?

'Cause I know it's just a game
But I'm playing it to win
I won't forget from where I came
But it's time to take over
Oh yeah

And can you hear me now
Someone save me from the sound
Of my own voice
Can't you tell
That I sound like I'm dying?
Oh yeah

I'm tired of waiting
Yeah, I'm tired of waiting
I'm tired of being
The poor, cliche, misunderstood

Tired of waiting
Yeah, I'm tired of waiting
It's time to get faded
'Cause I can't think anymore


(wekissedthestars@tumblr)

WYW.

It's all about discipline.
I thought it only exist in studies but no,they must appear everywhere in my life.
One day I might just realize that it is the exact thing I'm missing.

I miss those people who are genuine.
Why can't everyone be less self-centered?

Hopefully I'll get to meet bestfriends during the weekend.

So far,this week was pretty bad.Actually,it was superb at the start of the week but later it escalated downhill.
Maybe Friday can redeem itself.

Not as if I have to tell you everything.

Urgh.

I hate seeing you,really.
Everything was so happy until you appear.

I really can't take it any longer.
Hopefully,this is short-live and that my anger isn't going to last.
Because I really wanted to strike back just now.

Seriously,you're so apathetic.

This picture reminds me of THE HEAVEN'S POSTMAN and I can't wait to watch it.

You know what annoys me to no end?
That someone can be so sure of themselves.
They say confidence is good,but too much can be disturbing.

If there's one thing I would ask you,I would ask you do you exactly treat me as a friend?
You call me a friend but I don't see any sense behind it because what you are doing,it's telling me otherwise.
You care for no consequences,care for no feelings of mine.
All you care is YOU YOU YOU.
If I were you,I wouldn't have done what you did,never.
You have no idea do you?
No idea what it is like to feel the betrayal,the sense of frustration because you are in such a denial about the whole situation,living in your own fantasy where everything have no endings,everything is so lovely and everything is in your command.
The way your talked about the whole thing,the way you acted,you took no notice that I'm actually right in front of you.Obviously it doesn't hurt your conscience for that little bit,so it doesn't even hurt me to hate you.
My presence doesn't bother or concern you at all and that reflects what kind of person you are.
Selfish...
I probably can understand you and your situation,but I just couldn't stand how you actually belittle me so easily,how you took my trust for granted and acted as if I'm nothing to you.

Thanks so much for that.For reminding me that people like you still exist because I almost strike them out of my dictionary,a grave decision it would be.